Nurul Zafirah

Bismillah, Hi. Banyaknya benda nak cakap, banyaknya benda that are currently happening. And I learned a lot since the past few months.  A lot going on with Uni’s , since I assume no one really read pun my blog, and if there is anyone who reads it, normally are people that is close to me. So, it’s my final year if anyone comes across not knowing it. Well yes it is. One thing I rather not lie about it is how hell the days get when you’re about to reach the end. I’ll be entering my final semester on March so let’s get prepare. FYP gonna be my new mantra for next semester because it holds up a large amount of credit hours (6 ya’all). I don’t care if architecture students have like maximum of 8 credit hours per subject or even more.  5 semester experiences and the only max hour I get are 4. So, don’t judge me with 6. It’s not a playground dude. However, I was quite happy with past semester. Why? because I made it through yyaayyy. Sebenarnya, kinda cannot yaayy lagi s...

Hi there, bored much. its killin' hot some more. This is what I'm thinking currently.  -He must be having splendid time since he's a guy -He had so many friends that's why he's always M.I.A

Hello, I miss writing. actually I wanna spill everything out and get it all clear. hows my life been so far? well not so bad. honestly being attached to people is the worst. just don't get attached to people. It sucks. I miss being by myself, I miss being free. I've never like the idea of being a follower. I hated it. my life really was easy while not having too many people in it. simply just the ones important to me, the one that matters, that worth fighting for and the ones that are so good at not being judgmental and criticizing people. bitches do stuff like that. and I really wanna avoid being such an ass. you know, I really don't care about what people had in their life. like it really isn't my concern. I hated to have shits like that on my mind. why bother other people when you can't even settled with yours right? every single time I was put in those situation, I really felt like stepping away. I really wanna say it out loud that I don't care. you can ...

assalamualaikum, it is month of syawal. honestly, raya tahun ni I wasn't all excited like the previous year. why? perhaps because I think too much, tak ada apa yang pelik with it since aku memang jenis yang suka memikir. emi cakap aku macam orang tua regardless he was the one yang lagi tua. okay, that doesn't matter actually. mood aku pun jenis yang boleh berubah in a flip second. kejap mood baik gila, kejap tantrum, kejap sedih, macam honestly tak tetap langsung benda macam tu. well, when mama told that this year kita akan balik kampung and I goes flustered. is it? I can't conclude whether its flustered or fluttered, I guess they both mixed up becoming one. which I really don't like the idea. I was actually thinking of many excuses that I could give so that I don't have to follow them balik kampung. I wasn't in the mood. however of course my attempt of doing so, tettttttt, basically failed. memang silap lah kalau mama nak lepaskan aku duduk sorang-sorang ...

third post as for today. tak packing apa lagi ni, dgn laundry stuff whatnot. being a lazy ass at it best. esok pagi nak balik ni. tak tidur lah malam ni. Its okay though. everyone else's packing that I can't. hahaha cheezy sgt reason. my room mates tgk avatar , the rest are packing stuff, I get so serabut that I decided not to pack any yet. padahal malas gila nak pack. the only one thing that I can procrastinate for sure is packing and so do unpacking. esok2 dah kahwin entah acane tah. haha kahwin lain cerita lah babe. eh termelencong pula. naaahh I watch movies all day long. not to mentioned some motivational videos, and a life lessons story so do general global stuff (poyo sgt nak global, well it is). it isn't a 100% wasted day actually. its just I practically not moving from my laptop unless for necessary stuff i.e praying, eating, showering, etcetera etcetera. actually this is not what I intended to write. zzzz okay now i'll cut the crap. *** and sudden...

Second year of degree, are just full of surprises and unpredictable. could it be unique, haha? well its a half and half experiences, which started at main campus and ended at branch campus. Was the center point of my studies. it went well but it goes pretty much hell, not that I'm trying to exaggerate. but it really describes everything. In my third semester, I flunk my programming subject. this semester I don't know how many are gonna shows up but I really am nervous just thinking about it. I admit I'm not really serious on certain subjects but come on. I work hard this semester compared to last semester. I'm not blindly studying anymore, I starting to understand what I study. well yes literally. the further you go the tougher it gets. I get it. but still, I work hard. maybe not extremely hard, but harder than my previous semester if you get what I mean. I'm not trying to put up with any excuses for me to feel better in case anything bad happens later. its ju...

Hi. I'm so through with examinations as for this semester. I can't really tell how intense this semester is but I have given all out with my studies, projects presentations and everything for now. all I'm gonna do regarding it, is just to sit and pray. I wanna go back home. get enough sleep, spend time with my families and do baking stuff and just be happy. I wanna pull out all the stress and get my face clean up. I already looks like some kind of a zombie friend or something that is why I needed a self treatment. So far, I believe that being home are gonna help a lot. kind of a therapy. when you got people that you love surround you. the energy is there. I got future plannings and some resolutions for this holiday that I highly hope I could accomplish accordingly. *** hey, I got some quote here that sounds like this "Silence is confidence, Loud is insecurity" which I read it somewhere. ever since it, I keep thinking about it and I think I lives in both...