Nurul Zafirah

Bismillah, Guess what? I cannot sleep. at first I thought I want to take a nap for about an hour or so, planning to wake up at 5am. but then, as I try to sleep, my brain goes rapidly thinking and showing no point of stopping. I think its because my body clock is changing. its been four days now that I only managed to sleep for a coupled of two to three hours. some school stuff and dancing practice. phewwww, I know I needed sleep but all I can worried about is getting headache during the day and my dancing steps that I just practices. I don't know how to thank rau mostly cause she's been more than a helping hand this semester. I don't know what has gotten into me but I went totally lost about group work too. I have no motivation at all. I'm stressing out until all I did is nothing at all except for sleeping. I know its bad. I tried too, like be there to help. I  wanted to help, I did help, but I know how little I did. If I pressed myself to hard on trying to get ov...

I think no one cares what I'm about to tell. but I'll tell anyway cause it kinda makes me smile. And I simply wanted to share this. well its a one personal feelings which I don't mind sharing to public. . . . The sounds that I loves listening to, i meant like really love that my heart could really turn berbunga-bunga because it is so calming and so close to me. are; -the sounds of raindrops (not thunderstorms) -the sounds of piano (I don't have reason for this, but if anyone ever played me a song, my jaws are gonna drop) haha -the background sounds of people reciting the quran "honestly :)" there's a limit to this where my tears actually flows out.

bismillah, Hi :D Weh I got big smiles coming this morning when I open my eyes, I don't know why. I just kinda wake up smiling. and I have a good dream too. a positive one really. going down . . . how I get to have this kind of morning? -when I sleep early day before -when someone makes me smile the entire night or before sleeps -when I call my parents or got their phone calls in the morning. whatsapp also counts. -when I get good dreams what I did that makes morning so wonderful? -I effectively do things very early in the morning while everyone is sleeping such as -doing my laundry -go out for breakfast with my old friend that I haven't seen for a while -eating roti canai at stall -talk to my mum -waking up the person that I love what songs I listen to during this kind of morning -fun songs (my mood could turn happy sky rocket) colbie's compilation wins it all well I just hopes this kind of feeling stays. and music continues on spotify. hahah...

Bismillah, continuing.. since this is ain't draft post. therefore, I apologize for the late I've caused. last time I said when you change, you bring different outcome. let me gave you an example from my experience. 1. you change and you get good feedback 2. you change and people judge and you turn to your old self 3. you change and you become good at it, but then something drag you back into the past 4. you change and you consistently becoming good and you steadily improve etc. etc. there are just so many I've experienced now whichever the above is thats the same as yours I had a firm ideas that it comes with blessings. some things you do, they doesn't necessarily turn out good. perhaps because of how you make it work, you know? the process in between. maybe you got something wrong in between that you don't realize. and turn out that these thing is what keeping you ahead. I don't blame, because I know people have flaws. but I think that we shoul...

bismillah,  hi dear readers, thank you for reading you guys really are great :) be ready cause this is a long way down but I think its worth reading it through,  so perasan. on serious node "I hope its worthy".  I don't know where to begin but the very first thing that popped-up on my head and then follows by my heart to actually write this entry out is, "Allah always got your back, always."  and why do I said that? because that is whats always happened to me in my life. every time. just every single time. comes hard, comes easy.  I always took some times to look back and actually ponder at what I once are and what I've become. and as I did these, I realise just how many times I have falls and then just how every single time He, Allah has been there lifting me up. I am not a religious girl material to be honest. I don't even recommend my self as someone who is always be and do good. But I'm a strong believer "not beliebers...

Bismillah, Hi. Banyaknya benda nak cakap, banyaknya benda that are currently happening. And I learned a lot since the past few months.  A lot going on with Uni’s , since I assume no one really read pun my blog, and if there is anyone who reads it, normally are people that is close to me. So, it’s my final year if anyone comes across not knowing it. Well yes it is. One thing I rather not lie about it is how hell the days get when you’re about to reach the end. I’ll be entering my final semester on March so let’s get prepare. FYP gonna be my new mantra for next semester because it holds up a large amount of credit hours (6 ya’all). I don’t care if architecture students have like maximum of 8 credit hours per subject or even more.  5 semester experiences and the only max hour I get are 4. So, don’t judge me with 6. It’s not a playground dude. However, I was quite happy with past semester. Why? because I made it through yyaayyy. Sebenarnya, kinda cannot yaayy lagi s...

Hi there, bored much. its killin' hot some more. This is what I'm thinking currently.  -He must be having splendid time since he's a guy -He had so many friends that's why he's always M.I.A