babe, why you so mengada. #selftalk

crybabies again. dear self, know this. you are so annoying when you do this to yourself.
homesick, mohon beredar :'(

things I wish I had now:
-clean water
-my family besides me
-warm hug
-my sisters
-my favorite aunt
-mama punya cooking
-a shoulders for me to cry


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