Showing posts from April, 2014

Self reflect

looking into your life, you found everything comes with reason. every single thing trust me. then you look into other people life you found something just can't quite match yours. and you said how lucky they are. without this slightest idea how they actually felt the same about you. you see each of us have a little disadvantages in us that become other people advantage if you get what I mean. so if you feel likely a little down about your life. you need to make a call throughout every senses in you to have a look at some people who is living their life with uncertainty of tomorrow.

I keep telling myself, you may not be rich, you may not have those expensive stuff like others but in life you are not living it lows. I still get to eat my favorite food, I still go chilling out with others just a little not too much and I think I should be thankful already. Yes, I seek for a better future, having goals to wanting a better surroundings, better achievements but first I gotta go through …

Chapter 1


So, here I go again, I thought I would never come back. after those days, I deleted everything I really don't think of coming back writing again. but I think I was wrong. I think writing sooth me most.

at first I told myself, twitter is enough, I can still write and expresses my thought in general but then I was wrong. twitter had this limited capacity for my words and thoughts. hahaha. I couldn't get enough. I need a medium, the right medium, so yeah. I blog again. nonetheless that I know I don't have anyone who really read it but I like keeping stuff (i.e the untold memories) . It's good to go through the pages once in a while. to recap back what you had in mind, in life. pretty much it.

just now I discover something that I never notices before. I just realize that every single time that I read, I surely wanted to write. it seems like a feedback to what I have read. I was analyzing and stating my point of view for that specific reading. Then I feel like I …