I never lost hopes.

Bismillah~

ya Allah 

In my lost of yesterday, I hope I found you today. 

I know I'm far from strong if it is without your help. 

I know I do sins because of how weak I am.

I know you accept me and I know you love me.

I want to love you the way you did but I always know you're greater.

There are hopes I bring.

There are lights I seek.

I know you've always been with me.

I know you listen to what I says.

I wanna remember you as much as you remember us.

There are times when I cry and I tell you stories. 

And then I read your love letter compilation, and I feel you sooth my heart.

You heal what meant to be broken.

You help when I'm falling hard.

You gave me tears so I can tell if I'm sad.

You gave me so much already.

No matter how much I thank you, I know it can't repay everything you gave to me.

So if there's a bit space for me to find who I really am.

I hope you'll be guiding me along the way.

And if there's tiny bit of possibilities that I would fall, I hope you'll pull me back.

I always wish I'll be there with the people you loves.

And I always wish I'll reach that point no matter how slow it went, I hope I reach.

And I hope I'm not gonna be late for it to happen. 

I hope I find the right person and always be with the right person. 

And so often that you lift the burden in this heart.

I know I'm being blessed.

Thank you Allah :)

P/s: I'll always be searching for those lights, and I hope there's a call to my heart that last forever and there's Ad-din in me. Insha Allah amin.