Dear Allah please give me some strength to do a blog revamped. A touch of new color here and there mighttt sparks some fire in my mood to write again. I need your help as always cause man this girl is always like this.
Too many past attachment here that I don't like to looked at. That dims my mood of writing. I don't know (angkat bahu, muka pasrah). Its not like an excuse or anything but its just to write something, it gotta flows like nature but 'it doesn't' get to me this past few months. 9 months to be precise. Tak tahu mana perginya.
I've got so many post draft that I hesitate on posting for no reason. Simply just a 'naaahhh' and there it goes. stuck in the draft folder. Its like I don't want people to know what's going on with my life. Then this got to me, "was it really people? or you have some particulars?" lol why are you so difficult. Get ur guts together and just go, do 'you'.
Remember you? Uh-hum that free spirit …
Banyaknya benda nak cakap, banyaknya benda that are
currently happening. And I learned a lot since the past few months.
A lot going on with Uni’s , since I assume no one really
read pun my blog, and if there is anyone who reads it, normally are people that
is close to me. So, it’s my final year if anyone comes across not knowing it.
Well yes it is. One thing I rather not lie about it is how hell the days get
when you’re about to reach the end.
I’ll be entering my final semester on March so let’s get
prepare. FYP gonna be my new mantra for next semester because it holds up a
large amount of credit hours (6 ya’all). I don’t care if architecture students
have like maximum of 8 credit hours per subject or even more. 5 semester experiences and the only max hour I
get are 4. So, don’t judge me with 6. It’s not a playground dude.
However, I was quite happy with past semester. Why?
because I made it through yyaayyy. Sebenarnya, kinda cannot yaayy lagi sebab
result belum …
(Dengan nama allah yang maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang)
How do I begin.
Hati rasa sayu to wrote this up, but in shaa allah I will try.
The moment I wrote this, one of my good friend whom is dear to me and so is to everyone else, has already return to Allah s.w.t. kerana sesungguhnya dari dia kita datang dan kepada dia jugalah kita kembali.
Buat arwah, Shahrul Redzuan bin Saifuzzaman.
Dengan rasa rendah hati I hope whoever that manage to read this, will take a moment dan sedekahkan al-fatihah buat arwah shah before I continue some more.
Siapa sangka perginya dia seorang sahabat dalam usia yang begitu muda, siapa sangka dia yang kita jumpa hampir setiap hari kini sudah tiada. hari ini dah cukup dua hari shah di sana. Shah, kami doakan semoga kau sentiasa dalam perlindungan allah.
Bila teringat nama mesti terbayangkan muka shah. how do I tell you about arwah shah? but one thing that I can definitely tell is, aku tak pernah rasa tak senang dengan shah…